Surrender OR Defeat

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SURRENDER:

1. To cease resistance and submit to authority. To QUIT.

DEFEAT:1. To overcome or beat, to win a victory; to triumph. To WIN.Mmm….am I winning or losing today?Winning, in the sense of feeling IN control by restricting food.Losing, in the sense of feeling like I’m walking through my life, alone.Utterly alone.I KNOW that’s not true, but at times it sure feels like it.Like no one understands.Like no one gets me.It doesn’t matter, I don’t even get myself most of the time.Either way, I am pondering the definitions of these 2 words today….Which category does MY life fall into?Surrender.OrDefeat.

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Published by Michele Perry

Hi! Thanks for taking the time to read my Blog! It may be painful, and relateable, but more than anything, my HOPE is that you will LAUGH with me, because this journey isn't easy! TRYING to see the humor is what I HAVE to do...because just like you, it gives me the opportunity to feel like a "normal" person...even IF it's short lived! I have suffered from an Eating Disorder for over 30+ years, and recently went to Treatment due to an intense and debilitating Relapse, for the very first time. I'm just trying to find my way....💗💔💗

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