FUUUUK

THIS is happening.

Right NOW.

I am scared shitless.

And NO way of getting “rid” of it.

I have to force a smile and be brave.

Pull up my BIG Girl panties.

Is size 6 considered big?

After this ENORMOUS Ice-Cream Cone, I will now be the proud owner of size 20’s.

Not to shame anyone who IS.

Girl-Scouts Honor.

I feel H.U.G.E.

And I want to throw-up.

BAD.

And I CAN’T.

Like, I literally CAN’T.

I am with my Husband.

Ever been trapped in an Elevator?

Yeahhhh.

NOT fun.

In fact, it sucks.

Yep.

AND….

I look 9 Months Pregnant.

I’m NOT joking.

That’s how distended my Belly is.

AND looks.

No lie.

Every time I eat.

WTF!?

It’s VERY attractive.

I’m sure it IS for someone who ACTUALLY is.

NOT so cool when you’re NOT.

Embarrassing.

Uncomfortable.

Unacceptable.

Especially for ME,

As a Woman.

Siiiigh.

U.G.G.G.

I want to cry.

THIS?

This is the life of someone with an Eating Disorder.

Welcome to MY Hell.

Every.

Day.