It Is What It IS

Listen.

I’ve gotten quite the backlash for a few of my most recent Blogs.

Guess what?

I really don’t care.

DON’T read them.

I don’t write them for you.

Or for “shock value”.

Attention.

Pity.

THAT is NOT why I let you see a TINY piece of what I experience.

THIS is my way of getting it out.

By writing.

This is a 30-year,

Pent up Caged Bird.

Wanting to break free.

FREE.

So, WHY?

Why DO I give you a glimpse into the most vulnerable part of my life?

Exactly what is stated above.

Hits it right on the nose.

Oh, you’re “Concerned”?

Worried?

Scared.

Welcome to MY chaotic world.

One that spins faster than I want it to.

It has it’s own agenda, leaving me racing to catch up.

NOW is NOT the time to become my Parent.

Or Best Friend.

Because quite honestly, I REALLYYYYY could have used it years ago.

YEARS.

I’ve fought this on my own for a long time.

I can get through another bout of this shit-storm.

Always HAVE.

Always WILL.

End of story.